Sex, Drugs, and Rock and Roll
So. It's been a while and in order for me to explain the last couple of weeks would be an utter bore except for the inbetween days. I don't have that long to write and I want this up ASAP, so this blog will be pure writing without planning and revision. So here goes. Let's begin on Australia Day... I went with Josh to a party where we met up with Anthony and Sarah. Josh and I took these little blue pills and were completely chopped. We stayed at the party not too long, but enough time for me to meet a guy named Liam and to exchange numbers. He had asked me to tell him a story and so I sat down and started a story that was never finished because i didn't like how it was turning out.
That night, I forgot my camera at the party and I called Liam. Luckily enough, his friend was still there and Liam returned the camera to me the next day and I ended up spending the day with him. It is now over 2 weeks later and I've been hanging out with him off and on. He's growing on me slowly but surely.
I've learned in the past couple of years to never put boundaries on the way you feel about someone. If you tell yourself over and over that it never is going to work for one reason or another, then it isn't. But, if you treat what is happening like a blank canvas, eventually a picture will be painted, and a story unfolds. Last I wrote, I was in like with a painfully shy boy. I tried to speak to him about it and it was then that the boundaries were cemented in. The answers to my questions were "you're leaving." It was agreed to never vring it up again. And I say fair enough. A couple of weeks have gone by since that day and it is purely platonic. Moving on...
So now, I am seeing Liam. He's a bit sketchy, but has a nice face. I've seen him in his best to worst stages, trying to make my mind up about how I fit in to the picture with this boy. We both agree that there is an attraction. We are similar in the sense that we go with the flow and if we want something or want to know something, we ask. I don't know what will happen here. We both are afraid of commitment. And he's sketchy. I guess I'll just wait and see.
That night, I forgot my camera at the party and I called Liam. Luckily enough, his friend was still there and Liam returned the camera to me the next day and I ended up spending the day with him. It is now over 2 weeks later and I've been hanging out with him off and on. He's growing on me slowly but surely.
I've learned in the past couple of years to never put boundaries on the way you feel about someone. If you tell yourself over and over that it never is going to work for one reason or another, then it isn't. But, if you treat what is happening like a blank canvas, eventually a picture will be painted, and a story unfolds. Last I wrote, I was in like with a painfully shy boy. I tried to speak to him about it and it was then that the boundaries were cemented in. The answers to my questions were "you're leaving." It was agreed to never vring it up again. And I say fair enough. A couple of weeks have gone by since that day and it is purely platonic. Moving on...
So now, I am seeing Liam. He's a bit sketchy, but has a nice face. I've seen him in his best to worst stages, trying to make my mind up about how I fit in to the picture with this boy. We both agree that there is an attraction. We are similar in the sense that we go with the flow and if we want something or want to know something, we ask. I don't know what will happen here. We both are afraid of commitment. And he's sketchy. I guess I'll just wait and see.
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